SongIWroteonMy20thBirthday_Gareth.T

作词 : Gareth Tong
作曲 : Gareth Tong
Too dependent on caffeine
咖啡因浸骨成瘾
Too dependent on weed
烟雾缠绕晨昏
See my dealer twice a week
每周两次和我的伙伴相聚
Too young to be living like this
二十岁的皮囊不该承载着这般年轮
Stay up till 3 all week
整周与凌晨三点对峙
Skip class to get some sleep
逃课时偷补回笼的光阴
Getting bags i wanna get some checks
追逐渴望的行囊 也想攥住碎银
I''m growing older not growing wiser and
年岁徒增却未添智识半分
I turned 20
我刚满20岁
2 days ago
两天前
My years are catching up I''m growing old
突然惊觉岁月正攀附年轮
Gonna move out of my parents home
该搬离父母的屋檐
Finish school
修完未竟的学分
Start a life
开启新的生活
In the states
去美国
Find a day job that pays
找一份稳定的工作
Find a girl that would wait
等一个愿守候的灵魂
That would stand my mistakes
她会包容我的过错
Not once
而非只一次转身
But a 100 times
是无数次
But now I''m single and i don''t have a dime yeah
可此刻我孑然一身 口袋比纸还薄
（These are the wises of my birthday）
这便是我生日悟得的箴言


So
所以
Dear skin
亲爱的面容
Plz glow
请焕发光彩
Dear cash
亲爱的财富
Plz flow
请向我涌来
My friends go out to the club all week
朋友们夜夜流连club的喧嚣
While i stay home
而我我却待在家中
I''m broke
我身无分文
I know
我知道
Anxiety plz don''t
焦虑啊请别再攀附心脏
Already low on the cash flow
本就资金短缺
I''m tying my best to keep my head afloat
我正拼尽全力不让自己被生活压垮
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
耶


Too dependent on the henny
沉溺于轩尼诗的琥珀光
Too dependent on the cigs
困在烟圈织就的茧房
Like I''m testing boundaries
像在肝脏的边界线上
Upon my livers
踩钢丝般试探生命的墙
Since I got youth
既然青春仍在血管里滚烫
Imma live the fullest and i
便要把日子过成燎原的狂
I hate parties
厌恶派对喧嚣的假面
So i find some other ways to get high
于是寻别处攀抵云端
Oh other ways to get by
寻别样刻度丈量时光
To feel like I''m living life
让脉搏震响活着的重量
Cuz I don''t want my youth to pass by
生怕少年锦时
In a blink of an eye
在睫毛颤动间碎成沙芒
Wanna get my checks
想攥住烫金的支票
Wanna ride these waves
想乘这些浪头破浪前行
Go through the storm
穿越狂烈的风暴
Come out the other side and
从风暴另一端昂首走出
Tell my mom i did it all
要对母亲说我已摘得星光
Big arena shows
在万人场馆的穹顶下
I sold it all
让欢呼漫过每寸舞台边缘
But big dreams
可这盛大的梦啊
Big dreams
盛大的梦想
And I''m struggling to make believe
还在现实里挣扎着发亮


So
所以
Dear skin
亲爱的面容
Plz glow
请焕发光彩
Dear cash
亲爱的财富
Plz flow
请向我涌来
My friends go out to the club all week
朋友们夜夜流连club的喧嚣
While i stay home
而我却在家中
I''m broke
我身无分文
I know
我知道
Anxiety plz don''t
焦虑啊请别再攀附心脏
Already low on the cash flow
本就资金短缺
I''m tying my best to keep my head afloat
我正拼尽全力不让自己被生活压垮
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
耶
To keep my head afloat
不让生命在浊浪里沦陷


Dear skin
亲爱的面容
Plz glow
请焕发光彩
Dear cash
亲爱的财富
Plz flow
请向我涌来
My friends go out to the club all week
朋友们夜夜流连club的喧嚣
While i stay home
而我却在家中
I''m broke
我身无分文
I know
我知道
Anxiety plz don''t
焦虑啊请别再攀附心脏
Already low on the cash flow
本就资金短缺
I''m tying my best to keep my head afloat
我正拼尽全力不让自己被生活压垮
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
耶
To keep my head afloat
不让生命在浊浪里沦陷
To keep my head afloat
不让生命在浊浪里沦陷

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