ENTP_樊宇镈（Coulson_Fan）
作词 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）
作曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）
编曲 : 樊宇镈（Coulson Fan）
I walk in like I own the plot
我总是一副自信满满的样子
Talk fast, think faster
思维活跃话有时很多
Change the topic before it hurts
熟练的在社交里切换话题
Make you laugh, then disappear after
让无数人开心 却从不留恋
I flirt like a reflex
他们说我是调情高手
Stay one step from the edge
因为我总能把控好距离
If I care too much, I’ll joke
如果我发现我在意了我会假装无所谓
Pretend it’s all in my head
装作那些情绪是我脑补的剧情
It’s not that I don’t feel
总有人说我没有感情
It’s that I feel too quick
看起来我像一个浪子一样
By the time you understand
但其实是因为我的感情来去都很快
I’ve already made the exit
除了遇到那几个例外
I said I’d leave
我说过我会离开
But I waited
但我却停了下来
You laughed, so I played it cool
我笑着装傻
But I hesitated
但内心早已翻涌
I’m a runner
我明明很洒脱
Who never packed
但为何这次如此难放下
I’m a fire
我明明向往自由
That won’t come back
但为何停下脚步
But I stayed
或许是我一直在等
You just never asked
等你在说一句“请别离开”
I’ve got plans I never finish
我总有些没完成的计划
Dreams I never rest
总在做着不肯落地的梦
People call me chaos
别人说我混乱
But I just call it defense
但我知道这就是我的风格
I told you “don’t fall for me”
我会告诉你“别迷上我”
Then sent you songs at 2AM
却凌在晨给你发了你喜欢的歌
Said I’m not the staying type
我说过我从不为爱停留
But memorized the way you bend
却驻足于你微笑时的眼眸
I leave before it gets too quiet
我总是在变安静前逃离
Then miss the noise I made
然后想念曾经吵闹的自己
Tell myself “you’re better off”
我告诉自己离开你“我值得更好的”
But hope I still replayed
可又希望你会忘不掉我
I smile like I’ve moved on
我笑着说早已放下
But check your page each night
有时却去看你的动态
Say “I don’t believe in fate”
我说我不信命运
Yet still hold on too tight
却一直死死抓着那一点期待
I hate the word “forever”
我讨厌“永远”这词
But I built a world in my mind
却在脑海里建起一个世界
Where you stayed just long enough
那里也许存放着和你的记忆
To call me yours, one time
还有我曾幻想过的我们的未来
I said I’d leave
我说过我会离开
But I waited
但我却停了下来
You smiled, so I stayed brave
也许是你的笑容给了我勇气
But I faded
但内心早已翻涌
I’m a wanderer
我明明很洒脱
With your name
但却忘不了你的名字
I’m a storm
我明明向往自由
You couldn’t tame
但为何停下脚步
But I stayed
或许是我一直在等
Just… never explained
等你在说一句“请别离开”
You said I talk too much
在你眼里我或许是个自大的话痨
But I only joke to survive
但其实我一直在用笑掩饰情绪
Every punchline
每句玩笑里
Hides the truth I won’t write
都有一句没敢说的“我在乎你”
I made it easy to leave
我把“离开”说得轻描淡写
So no one had to ask me to stay
因为我知道没人会在意我
I said I’m good at endings
所以我说我擅长告别
But I never knew what to say
其实我最怕离别时的沉默
I said I’d leave
我说过我会离开
But I waited
但我却停了下来
You laughed, so I played it cool
我笑着装傻
But I hesitated
但内心早已翻涌
I’m a runner
我明明很洒脱
Who never packed
但为何这次如此难放下
I’m a fire
我明明向往自由
That won’t come back
但为何停下脚步
But I stayed
或许是我一直在等
You just never asked
只是你，从没开口挽留
I just never explained
我也，从未开口解释
别幼稚-：没有一个骨折眉能笑着走出这首歌
xingyeeniubi7：看得出ENTP很少发评论
Jacy0225：很符合ENTP全曲过去时
嗷呜呼嗷呜：不是我生而为骨折眉，而是被忽视过后，我成长为了ENTP。
赧沕：因为想装的很有文采一句千金那种却发现一句金句都憋不出来xingyeeniubi7：看得出ENTP很少发评论